Life is just yet another storyline

For a moment when it all seems true.

2010-08-27T09:02:00.000-07:00

I nearly lost someone, I dont know if I did. But for a moment then, I feel lost without you.

Knowing me, Knowing you

2010-08-14T10:16:00.000-07:00

If I could, I'd wished upon a star. With all might, I would closed my eyes and listen to my heart. I miss something, and I thought I've lost someone.. Could it be just me? Or could it be dat we shld have been stronger. "I love you and I miss you too," says your soul, that's all that have been pulling me through. You will tell me, those same words, through your very lips, will you?

I LOVE YOU..!

2010-08-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

It hasnt been always the perfect 6, but even wen it doesnt, some will still be dere for others who couldnt..Love you all ppl.! Miss you fazli, shila!

The 20th B'day!

2010-06-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

Im 20?? So doesnt look like..Hah. So, here's the ting, got sick on my b'day.. Thks to my dad.. ;) But great time well spent with family and lovable twins.. Love you all, MUACCKS!

Thank you

2010-05-02T23:53:00.000-07:00

Another finally outing with him.. =) I noe it was quite tiring for you, since we are bof frm werk, and rarely that we get to go out on off days as our shifts reali put us apart. Thks for today ae.. Ate Pastamania Watched Iron Man 2 , and we bof agreed the show is only grading up to 3.5 only! Only the best at its action part, so yeah..

Left with nothing but myself

2010-04-29T16:23:00.000-07:00

Been awhile huh... ONE WORD, HECTIC.. Been struggling with work lately, and its like Im standing on a very thin line. I couldnt tell much to my family, and am glad ayang was dere to be my listening ear.. I noe dere isnt much he could do, I had to face it alone.. Lots of things have been weighing on me... I JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM IT!!

Its all about you

2010-03-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

Time passed so fast, lots of things has been going around us, and I didnt manage to share it here.. Typical fights, unforgettable time we spent, random jokes. How crazy it may seems, I feel the need for u to be there everywhere with me.. How crazy I want it to be, I couldnt go against time to be the whole time just with you.. How uncontrollably I can get sometimes, you stayed strong for me. What's my weakness? Is having you, and I want just that.. Im missing you....

I miss you guys

2010-03-11T21:26:00.000-08:00

Cant believe I get to mit u guys.. All on the same day, gosh! Hehe! And rmbr yah, tis cuming 27th! Wee......!!

Swim, swim!!

2010-02-17T10:08:00.000-08:00

15th feb..

Out wif family to the pool! And first ever time for the twins.. Haha, dey are definitely going to be dunked in with us. Babies will be babies, very uncomfortable for them.. Eryn especially, since we had to woke her up frm her deep sleep. As for irfyan, he was quiet thruout.. Its hard to say he's enjoying or not, but bullied him, letting him be under sprays of water, n he had to kip blinking hes eyes. Hehe! Dey stayed in water for an hour, and started gettin cranky, dressed them up, and dey doze off to slp.. So then me n siblings continued with swimming and until it was our turn to get 'cranky'.. Tired, i mean. Haha.

* Stii got fotos to upload, still waiting... =)

Happy besday!

2010-02-16T23:54:00.000-08:00

First b'day of the family

Happy Birthday, Kakak!

I love you as always...!

2010-01-31T23:20:00.000-08:00

Fri, OFF...

Sat, PM,

Sun, AM...

Weekends work.. My weekends has awaes been burnt, AWAES! But on sunday, felt the mood for work, cos miting ayg soon after. Reali spent well with him today, tho i felt tired, i awaes want to put a smile with him, laugh with him, jus be with him... =)

Ikakatimas....!!

2010-01-22T06:30:00.000-08:00

Yes2,went out to eat sushi wif sis & twins today! Wanted to try shashimi, but jus scared to eat raw. Hehe! Was quite worried that the twins might cry all the way or even when we eat, but overall, dey were very well behaved.. Hehe! Okla, got cry a little here & dere, but dey soon fast asleep. Even the waitress join in to play wif them.. Its like everywhr we go,every person we pass by stops and want to play with them. Bnyk peminat ae u two!! ;) After lunch, met up with parents and went giant, do a little shopping and back home, cos the twins go cranky ledie. Enjoyed going out with dem! Geram!

Misses..

2010-01-14T20:38:00.000-08:00

Free alas.. Im reali not having the time for mysev lately. Hmm.. Quick update, missing the little ones soo much! Irfyan jus kene sunat recently,hehe! Poor him,been crying eversince, but getting better now. Havent got the time to see how's he either.. Hmm... and eryn, she's gettin puffed up! Hehe,getting cuter! I miss you bof! Miss bullying irfyan, miss pampering eryn.. Come back here la! Heheh...

Aiya, eryn was smiling before tis, she gettin tired ledie.. Hehe

Im glad

2009-12-21T23:51:00.000-08:00

I reali felt over the moon today! =) Bonus came like a few days ago, and today I went splurging on mysev.. Seriously, tis is reali wad i kol shopping la! Haha.. And other ting, the whole time well spent wif ayang. Its reali been awhile, its stressful for me ok.. Slightly sad that maybe I've spent too much but I felt its worth it as I havent been reali spending on mysev. Overbudget? Yeah.. $400+ maybe? Hee. Jus felt odd, that wadeve I bought no discount?! Y.E.S over izit?? Went town, so, ok bought FILA polo t's for mysev, bought headband and cap for the little ones, bought recent dvd movies for my sis, bought handbag for xhange gift in the ward, and for bof of us, bought adidas watch.. =)

K,enuf hor alin! Must save, save! I felt happier that I could gif my parents a little bit more.. And wads so touching is when my dad cried as he felt touch and whoa he gif me lots of kisses. Haha! Thks to HIM, I am wad I am now.. Alhamdullilah..

Omg, Im missing the little ones too much!!!!!!!!!

And they are at their 2 months today! Wow!

2009-12-10T22:00:00.000-08:00

Late entry : 4th december-5th december

Venue : Home

Occasion : My brother's 27th b'day!

For the 1st time in how many years, I've finally bought him a present, Levis polo t-shirt! Hee. And not surprising huh, I blew the surprise.. His gf came over to surprise him too, as earlier on she actuali told him she wouldnt be joining.. The whole time she hid inside my room. I told she'll definitely be safe cos my bro rarely goes into my room, but suddenly for that day, he wanted to use the room to make a call, and was reali shocked to see her.. Hehe! Surprise!! We Had a simple celebration, celebrated with family. Our favourite family celebration? Steamboat-ing! =) Too bad, I was too sleepy to really enjoy the foods.. And my sis didnt join in that much as she had to take care of the twins in the room. Hmm... We had to celebrate a day earlier,and ended up till his official b'day.. Suke kn?! Hehe.. Glad he enjoyed it, and he loved my present alot2!

Love you my MOST IRRITATING BROTHER!!

The cute ones

2009-12-01T22:41:00.000-08:00

They are at their 1 month old.. Missing them so very the much! Can say that its SO TIRING taking care of them, especially irfyan, he's one hungry fellow! When he's hungry, i played with his little mouth and he was like searching for it frantically.. He's crying, boy I cldnt take it. Hehe! And eryn, she's so manje!!! She's jus too comfortable being carried around.. She only can slp wen u carry her. When you tink she's actuali into deep sleep and wants to put her on the mattress, she's not! She'll wake up, and start fidgeting to be carried again.. Hehe! So called im complaining here, these little things they are doing making me missing dem more. Cant wait to see them tis fri!! Love you little ones!

Happy besdae!

2009-11-26T23:58:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to you!!

That someone has turn a year older, hee..!! Initially after we met, I told him dat im going to bring him to buy his present. The good news, finally I get to surprise him, as for years he always got to noe his present beforehand.. The bad news is, I told him Im not familiar as to that place and he has to lead us to it, so had to tell him, and bingo, he knew wad it was going to be. So yah.. Pfft! Got him his dream phone, iPhone and down to PS for dinner and off to flyer which is so very 1st time for us!!

Had a good time, yah we did.. =)

Happy anny

2009-11-25T22:08:00.000-08:00

Happy 54th Monthsary

Thank you for having the time to understand,
Thank you for wiping away my tears with your hand..
You teared away seeing how things has gone wrong,
You hold me tight, saying its ok, and then I knew we will stay strong..

I LOVE YOU, AS ALWAYS

Into You

2009-11-14T21:00:00.000-08:00

Im missing you, where are all tis cuming from?
I think abt you, boy it has been so long..
I miss you, I reali do.

The joy

2009-11-03T23:05:00.000-08:00

Miss you little ones! Omg, visit them earlier reali put me in the happy mode.. Was at my sis hse the whole day, and boy they reali made us all tired! The crying, the changing of pampers, making milk for them. Haha! Oh well, that's the fun thing rite.. They are babies. Esp irfyan, boy he's such a hungry one! Reali cant wait to haf his milk, he'll like reali cry n cry ok! As for eryn, she cried and evibody thought she nids to chg or probably hungry and wen one already carried her and by the time the other came with the milk,she's fast asleep.. Liat ae?! Haha! Too comfortable with ppl carrying her ledie. They reali made my day today.. Love you bof! Muuacks!

Chillin'

2009-10-27T06:54:00.000-07:00

Gosh, miss u alot mira! And doubly sori for having to wait for me abt an hour!! Kinda so called work overtime jus now.. Shissh.

Had planned to mit after werk and haf our early dinner at cp.. So called wanted to eat jus kfc as I haf the coupon and ended up shifted ourselves to pizza hut instead. Had a huge feast! Oh boy, I was so hungry! Even ate her share! Hehe! After dinner walked ard, and shopped for some clothes.. So much for me wanting to save. Pfft! Soon after that back to cosy home! Mira, reali cant wait for dec outing! Can you? ;)

Their names have been confirmed! =)

Bundle of joy

2009-10-24T21:05:00.000-07:00

Can I like squeeze them real hard?! Hee..

They have named the babies, but the boy they are still debating over wad name. Hehe!

The girl: Nur Eryn Eryanie

The boy they had named earlier: Muhd Nur Irfyan Syah

(Like their names very much, its so nice! Pls stick to it!)

Baby rush!

2009-10-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

Say wad? Im officially an auntie!! Woohoo! Shocked and excited ok! Haha! Work nite just now, was on my break, sleeping and got woken up by a msg saying my sis has given birth! I jus couldnt explain the happiness i feel inside for my sister.. So much for her having jus a chkup later in the morn, and hmm, little ones jus couldnt wait any longer huh.. Hehe!

The mummy and little ones are ok.. My sis will just haf to be in under observation. Jus dat earlier on, the boy is carried to icu but the gerl was well ok. And later updates, the boy is out of icu, and got to noe that the gerl's limb is abit weak and so i dun tink dey'll be discharged that soon.. Meeting them tomorrow! Wee!!!!!!!!

Im happy for you sis! Loye yah!

Baby fear

2009-10-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

The last time i shared abt my sister getting pregnant, and now she's cuming to fully 9mths into her pregnancy.. =) Im rrreali feeling so excited and nervous altogether! Being an auntie of TWO?? Haha! Sure its a 1st time for me.. Honestly, im jus to scared to even hold them and im not sure i could be a good auntie too. For sure my bro is good at handling kids u noe! I jus want wads best for them and give them the best auntie and uncle ever! Hee.. All in all, Im proud of my sister, as she reali wants this. She is reali strong despite all the complications that hit her and do all she can to bring them into this world.. She'll be having her caesariean tis cuming 26th and hope goes on smoothly. C'mon darls! We family are expecting you!! =)

The nite

2009-10-11T05:30:00.000-07:00

K, seriously, Im totally shagged right now.. Y'day was better, tonight was slightly NOT! Suddenly jus too much drips on my side, and worst case of all, e-trolley need to push in. Patient jus went to fits.. Eventhough I wasnt in charge of that patient, I noe I had to help the other side, reali pity her. Jus too much changings and tis had to happen.. Luckily there's floater ard, and asked her to help there, and not to bother my side that much.. Oh boy, wad a night...

A day out

2009-10-08T23:00:00.000-07:00

Im glad tis outing were made..

Sori I made a mess of things y'day knowing I was wrg, I still went ahead scolding you..

Lastly, u ended up shouting at me..

Stoopid gerl's problem!

I love you ayg!

The event!

2009-09-27T23:36:00.000-07:00

HAMILTON WON!!!!!!!!

He's so my favourite racer and won at our hometown! I've been watching his every race and tis year jus so many things had happened.. Regarding the new setup on F1, him getting suspended on some of the races or even penalties and he oni jus crowned the championship last year.. Knowing he wouldnt get the championship tis year, he's a WINNER!

I hope renault gets out of tis F1, such a bad boss! Hehe!

Hari Raye..!!!!!!

2009-09-20T16:36:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raye..!

Woke up early in the morn, got up and bathe.. Somehow I do felt the mood of Raye. But hilariously, we all never chg to baju raye at all.. Waited for my sis n bro in law to come, and we all seek forgiveness together. And for the 1st ever time, we all wear so shaggly except for them.. And for ever 1st time we seek forgiveness with laughters. Hee.. Too bad, all the fotos were captured using my sis cam.

Once again, SELAMAT HARI RAYE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its the EVE!

2009-09-19T11:15:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raye..!!!

House was in a mess days before, and now almost spanking clean!! My mum has retired frm making kuih and I jus cant let that happen.. To me at least one kuih should be enuf for us to make. So yeah, I made cookies today! Unlike last year, I was so in a mess! Raye has awaes make me feel sadder than any of the days.. Yet again, another year I'll raye at home. Probably nxt week then we'll head to kampung. Missed raye-ing mood.. Its been a long time..

&& Selamat Hari Raye to all my frens, my loved ones, and colleagues.. Terkasar bahse, harap dimaafkn ye. Duit raye tkde.. Hee....! ;)

Fall for you

2009-09-15T23:16:00.000-07:00

Finally the day is here, for us..

Boy, I've been waiting for tis day to come and never to end. Missing you ever so much.. Miss holding ur hands, miss toking to u at this so ever near distance and having long walks jus to be with you... =) Great dinner I had, thks for finally going to the place. Great time we spent, despite having much arguments along the way til tis day cums.. And now its like im falling for you , over again.

2009-09-11T23:30:00.000-07:00

Missing you right now..

U've awaes been near, but I've awaes felt that you are too far.

Tired of missing you,

Tired of thinking of you,

Can you be awaes be there like a dream come true..?

US

2009-09-10T23:41:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since we met ok! =)

Wen mit up, i donno why but like to tease mumu.. Hehe!! And btw, bleh tahan ae pukol org. Hehe! Reali miss u guys....

Planned to mit altogether at 5 but met with mumu 1st at tamp and walked ard Tampines 1 to buy present for hanisah.. Hope she likes it. And reali thks to mumu's fren for the discount.. Hee. So head down to geylang and jus in time to mit imah as she's frm werk. Walked ard geylang, and by 6pm we had our seat.. Ordered jus in time,and by nite, we walked ard and chill by the s'pore post. Reali enjoy jus sitting with them and tok about almost eviting... =) Reali glad tis outing were made..

Happy2 Birthday!!

2009-09-09T10:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Hanisah!

Hope u enjoyed today!! =)

Werk morn today, kinda bz.. Seriously hate morn! Reali tired u out like nobody's business. Knocked off frm werk, went out to celebrate Hanisah's b'day.. Planned to catch a last min movie, then head down to Fish & co for breaking fast. So confident ah, at movie tod want to buy light snacks in case breaking fast has started, and end up wad we bought made us full ledie.. And yah, I didnt finish my fish & chip later on at that restaurant. Hee.. Chilled down at douby gaut for awhile and got back home with happy tummies!

Big gathering

2009-09-05T23:01:00.000-07:00

Finally, mit up my lovely frens! Been planning if for sometime and im jus glad almost all turn up.. =) Met up with a few 1st at wdlds den head str to geylang whr we'll mit up with the others. Its a weekend and u noe how packed it'll b.. Reached dere, we went to Arnolds, trying our luck to get a seat and happened to be the 2nd batch. So confirmed ledie, we walked ard bazaar, see stuffs, kill time and then ayg kol to pick him up at the mrt.. So unromantic u noe! I was like one end to another alone to pick him up. Pfft! Then apen ain kol me up saying they jus reach and so I told her to wait there too as we can go together.. Met up with bof and went back to the others. All along, ayg was abit grouchy and end up were not in toking terms, felt so bad for my frens..Breaking fast is getting nearer, so bought some foods, ate for awhile and finally on to Arnolds!!

Ariff's gf kip asking me why im so silent, too silent i tink.. But in arnolds eviting went back slightly normal for me. All in all, I felt happy this gathering happened.. Coincidently everyone were on off duty! Haha..!!

A day with family

2009-09-05T09:25:00.000-07:00

Back frm nite, and had oni hours to sleep.. My parents kip waking me up as we were supposed to go geylang and boy It was so hard to wake up. Ended up got grouchy with my parents, hee.. When otw going out, my mum told me to bring home clothes and i was like watever for, and she said so that we can overnite in hotel in case we were tired. Wad else, I was on the top, a str NO frm me, and fuming as I told my parents I wont go to hotels to overnite and all the way dere I was reali putting a long face.. So we walked & walked and how bad my mum can be, she tricked me into going dere saying jus to look ard. Pandai ae!

Then we bought some finger foods and brought to hotel til we break fast knowing outside will be too packed.. Later on, I kinda felt it was reali a good idea to jus laid back in the hotel. So after praying, we went out to reali haf our meal and so not good, I started to have chest pain.. Reali bad one, til come to a point, I couldnt breathe. Felt sori for family having to stop once in a while.. So I tried to go on, and still manage to buy baju raye. Hehe.. Coincidentally, my bro & I bought white. Haha.. It was hard to find a good one, knowing my body size is way to small. After that Told my parents I couldnt walk nemor, was reali getting breathless, we headed back to the hotel.. They send me dere and dey continued with their shopping. Btol nye shopping, til dey reached there abt 1am.. My bro tried his baju and oso my dad, and this is whr wen ppl are jus so tired, dey went utterly crazy! Haha! Chk tis out!

One, dancing hindustan, the other, malay dance!!!!!!!!

We overnite dere, and was reali worried I couldnt make in time to go out with frens today, so I die2 ask my abg to ride me home way early in the morn.. Hehe.

2009-09-03T17:08:00.000-07:00

Its way long to haf updated now..hehe.Bz bz.. So much tings happen and I wasnt able blog abt.. So,recently, have been making lots of dates to breaking fast with frens & colleagues. The other time I went with my colleagues to seoul garden & played bowling later then.. Its reali hard to find places to eat,everywhr is like so full, and we jus got lucky to haf a seat as we were told 1st cum 1st serve. Had a crazy & enjoyable time with them.. Esp Hanisah, about the food thing. Haha! Ppl noe that if u wasted 100g cost $5 and were trying to transfer the food to the other table and she simply jus put the plate there.. And worst still got caught red handed! Wth! Haha! After dinner,went bowling, but too bad I had to go off earlier. I was vomitting earlier and took cab back home.. Pfft. They had make another outing tis fri, but going out with family and the nxt day with my friends!!!!!!!!! Yes ah!!!!! Mish u damn many2.. =)

Got a piece of good news today, ayg passed his TP.. Finally sey. Feewwiiit!!!!!!!!

The good & the bad

2009-08-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

Frm afternoon y'day to morn today,gosh,damn shagged man.. Was told that audit was today reali gave me the jeepers. I got trachy and NGT OKAY! Confirm will be asked la sey! Den toot toot, wasnt today.. Ceh! Overall, werk was quite smooth sailing. =)

Off frm werk, so stuck in the tearm and waited ayg for almost 1 hour till he reach. U r late,u noe! Accompany him to levis shop at novena sq and and dropped at yck, as he want to book his prac..When came back to take train back home, I saw Mat! He's the PT in my ward, and bonus2, he's mat salleh u noe! Pure accent and gosh he's cute! To think he actuali waved at me. And haha ayg reali cldnt accept the fact! Well the ting is me & ayg haf a thing for ppl like tis and I jus won,so yeah.. Hehe! K, dats the good news.

Now, is the bad..

Reali sey, I spurt all the bad words that I could jus tink jus now. Was going down fmr escalator,and the middle age lady bhind him simply step on my sandals and rip off the back stripe! Said sori,accepted but that was actuali for her stepping onto it,and wen she saw the the stripe was hanging so freely on my leg,she jus walked away man! If I was bad enuf, I reali wanted her to compensate! Its expensive okay! And ended up ayg had to buy scissors and cut all of it.. Haiz.. The irony, my right sandals was actuali going to rip off, and it was actuali the left that had ripped off 1st due to that woman!

Should haf capture her face, I didnt manage to looked at her even! Hmpph!

NDP '09

2009-08-10T18:34:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Spore!!

Yet again another year, I get to watch fireworks.. Decided by Mira to haf us all to watch together. And to think Its exactly 1 year since we met altogether again to watch it except there's no shila.. Hmm... Supposedly to mit up with Mira & Dinie by 2.30pm but she was held up as her family dcide to throw a b'day party for her. And so ayg & I went ahead first.. As we reached, we grabbed a bite at Mac and headed down to Merlion. It was so packed I tell you & damn hot too! But hey we got a good place to settle in.

Waited for Mira & dinie but ended up dey got hold up by the police.. So she kol me up to say that they could only come in if there's memeber below, so end up ayg had to fetch them up. Got such thing ah? Hehe..

By nite them, the fireworks were damn awesome! But hated that the jets were too short a performance! And later on met up with ain & bf! We chill somewhr near raffles.. MISS YOU GUYS!

Unpredictable

2009-07-05T23:06:00.000-07:00

Can I jus say, I hated u sumtimes..?

Yet, time & again tis has to apen.. Im not some kind of a dictator or sumting. I merely hope for things, for us to work things out together. What izit frm it dun u understand? Sori, I've raised my voice at you but I tink I may already want to draw the line.. Lets skip being so calculative, having to go on each other's head, it reali sucks u noe dat. Hmm.. Its been awhile since we fight and honestly speaking I've known u chg, and better in terms of handling such fites, I guess its too early to have spoken it huh..

Movie treats

2009-07-04T23:18:00.000-07:00

So enjoying my off rite now.. Hee. And alas having to rest on bof weekends.. As u noe,it sucks having to werk on those days.

Out wif ayg today and finally get a good spending with him.. Been whr, seriously the whole day in cp. Hah! Been planning to watch transformers, FINALLY! Not jus dat tho, we watched Ice Age 3 too! Bof were doubly AWESOME!! Jus 1 little bit ungreatness abt the movie.. We miss out abt 10mins of Ice Age!! Cos that boy seems to be engrossed with his lappy, we seemed to lost track of time,so yeah.. Then yet another time almost apen wen q-ing up to buy snacks during transformers. Too long a q, we ended up not buying and luckily got in time for the show.. could have miss it again u noe!! After the show bought some food at bazaar and went to republic to surf then off to home...

Wee!

2009-06-30T19:30:00.000-07:00

Night tomorrow, Night the next day, and three days str OFF!! WooHoo!!

2009-06-25T22:43:00.000-07:00

Happy 49monthsary dear...!!

A day for 2

2009-06-23T23:30:00.000-07:00

So, finally went out with ayg to celebrate my b'day! Its soo long, I noe.. Haha. Seriously, I tod we were going to botanic cos i've been pressing him to go dere, and he pretend to burst his own bubble. End up didnt drop at town, and went harbor front, and I tod it'll definitely be henderson wave cos seriously we havent been dere.. Toot toot, he said lets go and grab our lunch first. While eating and he said that we are going to sentosa, for the package. I was like are you for rreeaall??! Hahaha.. I was reali smiling frm ear to ear la sey!

Sentosa, woohoo!!

I was reali geared up for the trip. Happy & excited like any small kid would be sey.. Hehe! We took the package and chose The merlion, butterfly park,sky tower and additional 4D magix. Oso, ayg had planned to include underwater world..Of all the attractions, I couldnt wait for the underwater world, it was reali the place I would reali want to go if haf the chance. Our 1st stop was the merlion, so damn big! I noe its big, but never seen it real up close.. And silly me, awaes tod to go the top of the merlion u have to climb all the way to the top, and there's actuali a lift there. Pfft! Back down, we took a stroll nearby and off to other places.. Took alot of shots, and got jeles that ayg's cam is better than mine!! And nicer shots in there too. Jeles,jeles!! Hehe.. 4D magix was awesome! Dey actuali made us got slightly drench in the theatre!! Haha!

1st stop; The Merlion 2nd stop; The sky tower
3rd stop; Butterfly park & insects

Can happen? Hmm
4D magix & underwaterworld;
By the time eviting completed, it was already evening. Finally, the time to open up my present! Ayg bought for me ipod nano la!! Was reali shocked as I did not expect that. Quite hapi to get a new mp3. Haha, umm well my previous one, its been quite a long time since I use it.. Hmm, I dun quite sure whr I haf put it. Hee.. But tis time, reali gonna treasure it alot2. Frm him mah.. Hahaha! Ok, got very hungry then and went to eat and to home sweet home!

*Thank you ayg for tis celebration, I couldnt haf ask for more than this.. =)

B'day gerl!

2009-06-11T22:18:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th Birthday to me!

09.06.90

19? Haha, cant believe tis will be the last teen im going to spend for tis whole year.. ;) Gonna treasure it alot2!

So on tis b'day, planned to have a chalet for the whole family. We never had one before so I tod tis will be a great way to spend it with them, rather than jus go out and eat.. So had all my family members doing the arrangements for foods and stuffs, kak rai to book the chalet, and me to confirm my off.

Then the day before the event, my family chked into the chalet, and by 5pm, my parents fetch me & kak rai frm work.. Was reali tired sey but excited and hungry at the same time. Hee! Down there, prepared eviting and by nite we start the barbequing! There's jus soo much stuffs! My bro ordered chicken bbq,smbal sotong&stingray,cheese hotdogs,otak2,satay chicken&beef and lastly lambchops. And I tell you there's still some left! So the 1st nite was mainly barbequing.. My bro in law came after werk, he ate & help out wif the barbequing but had to go home later on as he had to werk 2mrw, then my bro's frens came down too. At 12midnight sharp, my bro,kak rai and his frens all serbu me wishing b'day and planned to dragged me into the pool,everyone was like carrying me already, but luckily dey didnt.. Phew! Haha.. And even switer, my dad who has slept came down all the way jus to wish me then went up again to sleep..Hehe!

THE DAY
The day cums! And we all wake up late! Pfft! Had our late lunch, and hurry got ready to go out.. So our itinary was bowling and head back for cake cutting and more bbq. I jus couldnt get enuf with bbq seriously.. Haha. During the cake session, the cake is simply delicious la! =) After that, we all chg and did barbequing! And end our nite wif a very bloated stomach! Hee...

Its quite a lenghty update, i noe..Jus feeling so stuffy and Im cramping up here. Sowie!

Yes ah!

2009-06-06T23:15:00.000-07:00

Oh yes! Finali my day off after str 11 days of werking!

Tired2.. But cant wait for tis mon! Going off to chalet after werk, for 3 days 2 nites. Birthday cuming hor!! Cant wait! Knowing wad my sibling has prepared esp the foods and all, been smiling the whole time la sey! Countdownting!

Starbucks! yey!

2009-06-05T21:49:00.000-07:00

After werk, head down to starbucks, chillin',pics,pics,pics!!!!!!!

The bestest way to distress!

2009-06-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

Im in need of my off very2 much!

On whole week training, long hours, and my eyebags are getting worse! Too much chklist to be done, hurry2! Haish, can we get done and over with?

Finish at 4 today, and my colleagues ask me out for a drink at starbucks.. Turn out me & liyana, the awaes hungry ones wanted to go LJS and eat. Hehe! Got full and last min everyone plan to go bowling at safra and reali let out all our stresses! It was damn crazy for us.. Haha, being tired and all the craps jus wont stop. Oh well.. Haha! k, enjoy the pics!

Unpredecented

2009-06-01T22:30:00.000-07:00

Funny how things could be jus so real at times be it thru words, talks, gossips etc.. Coincidental yet weird that things probably just want to happen there & then.

Speaking of the devil,that's how so many ppl would have said so many times..

Complaining how free you are, hoping, wishing for things not to happen, and true or not, you just wont be spared.

Law of attraction, its so real, its true..

What you say, it will definitely put you thru.

From workload to my life and even down to the lovelife, its somehow or other will come and go.

Grill you to the worst that you have never feel before, and by the time you notice it, shit this sucks..

Even when you are at the happiest, could it be any worse?!

Shouldnt have said, shouldnt have think, shouldnt at all..

Workload have teared me

Life has been up and down

Lovelife?

A new year, but it jus happen too fast, it jus did.....

I've said it, and it does it all..

Fantastico!

2009-05-30T21:16:00.000-07:00

Outing wif ayg today after work.. =) Planned of having our meal at Delifrance, kinda having the feel for it.. Hehe! Frankly, I must at least spend an expensive meal once a month to these places, so ok, got it today! And Im still full frm it. Haha! After our meal, do some shopping a lil' bit..Im in NEEEED of clothes seriously, big time man! Ayg has been complaining I kip wearing the same clothes.. Che, say ppl, he's been wearing black for years since I've been with him! Haish.. By 7pm we headed home, as usual, feeling so ever tired! My off burn already and Im counting down to my nxt off. Hmm,like wen? Haiz, a week more.... Fast2 pleeeaaassseeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy ANNY!

2009-05-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Happy 4 years Anniversary to us!!

4 years huh.. Hehe, reali cant imagine how long that has been sey! Minus plus all the fights, painful moments, happy times, its reali worth all tis since we've been together.. In fact last year was indeed our toughest year we ever had to overcome. We even had our close encounter.. Definitely dear, u noe wad I mean. Past is over.. To date now is the present and I reali wish things wil take a good turn for us. =)

So today is THE DAY! Coincidently, happens that my off falls on tis day.. && pay came in too! Happy or whuaatt?! Haha.. So mati2 ask ayg to take leave for today. We didnt reali plan much of whr to go and 1 more thing is, damn its been a long time since we go out man! Spend like crazy today and gave him my anny gift, that is some kind of a collage book.. Frankly, I suck at art, so I jus did simple drawing la. Haha.. Ayg spend almost all his $$ on my b'day tis cuming june, and I reali pity him for not having much to spend for us and himself.. Its otey! ;) So headed down to RIA for our late lunch, bought tix for NATM, and took a stroll down to youth park.. By 7pm, got into the cinema.. Hilarious show la! After the show, got hungry again, same old me.. Bought cheese fries and chill at taka and by 10 we took off. Otw home, seriously damn tired, and we kip toking crap.. Gosh we were toking abt $$ as to had to transfer, and ask again why transfer, and was like a no nid la, I pay u using my $$ so u no nid to fork out and blabla. In the end, we didnt had to pay $$ to each other.. Silly,silly. Haha! And then got back to home sweetness!!

Watch it, Watch it!

Pretty shock much

2009-05-22T21:07:00.000-07:00

Reali miss updating sey!

The usual stuff, been bz tis whole week..Workload, quite ok so far, stress at times too. Jus bloghopped to my fren, Fazura, I reali pity her.. Her workload is jus too hard to handle, major OT some more. I jus hope she gets shortlisted for TTSH..

Soo, today met up with mumu! She teman-ing me do some anny stuffs for ayg.. Got hungry, settled down at Mac and eat our late lunch. Now, this is the exciting part! We were eating, chit-chatting and the fire alarm sounded for quite a few times.. So for us was like jus another false alarm. Continued on, then all of a sudden all the shops start to pack up, close the grills, lock here & dere.. We were still sitting dere, not budging at all and were like thinking was dere a robbery or wad. Haha.. Then when evibody starts to rush out, we oso follow suit. Ask one of the retailer and got to noe there's a fire broke out. Shock or wad! Saw smokes, and the smell was so horrible! Went out, saw four Civil Defence vehicles.. Start la ae, amek2 gmbr, jakon sey kite! Ae mu?! Haha!

Then we planned to walk out frm dere and go home.. Otw, saw two young men got interrogated. Confirm foul play..Wad are youngsters thinking nowadays. Shissh! Ayg was patrolling today, supposed to go Jurong and got diverted to wdlds becos of tis.. Kecoh2!

A day for me

2009-05-10T18:30:00.000-07:00

Today's my day off, and yes I had all the time for mysev.. Got up and bathe and do the housework, damn I tell you its messy! Then, had my lunch with dad, make him a very hot cup of coffee and I noe, u've been mssing my coffee alot.. Hehe! And bam! Throwing mysev at the couch..Reali miss sitting on it and reali laze mysev, just watching TV. I even miss jus holding the controller and watch all the shows! Heh! Call me crazy, I noe.. Been walking to and fro frm the kitchen, gosh kip getting hungry! And yes, i've been saved! There's a box of chocolates for me to crazily munch on it! Yum2! Judging frm my belly rite now, its so bloated..

Another hectic week cuming. Even worse! Alternate morn then afternoon, and wait til my nxt off on sun. Fuh..

Ok2! dats it for now.. Want to watch my Hamilton racing!

Miss u boy!

2009-05-05T23:15:00.000-07:00

Yes! Finally met him, after a long stretch of werking!

Y'day night he kol when i was asleep, and I was reali longing for his voice.. Tok for an hour, and kinda plan to head down to the movie after werk, but I wasnt reali keen. Had jus wanted to haf dinner instead.. But down at werk jus now, I was reali missing him so and ok la, make him a hapi boy and watch X-men Origins! Head down to Bishan junction8, bought the tix, and grab our lunch cum dinner at a nearby hawker centre.. Time chked, nearing 1800hrs, went for the show. He's so sweet tis time..! Usually in the theatre he wldnt be the one layaning me or even rubbing my hand, but this time he did. Miss me ae ayg..? Hehe! The show was okla, more to Wolverine's past.. && got GAMBIT!! Hmm.. In cartoon, he's way hotter ah. Heh! This show, jus cute oni.. ;p

After the show, back to home sweetness. Hmm, reali miss that Mr policeman.. Thanks ayg for being quite patient with me despite my thight schedule and didnt had a reali good tok, been reali tired these days. Love you sgt2!!

Flu STRUCK

2009-05-01T18:05:00.000-07:00

Off all times to be sick, when swine flu is ard the neighbourhood.. Pfft! Last tues I was on morn shift, halfway thru my werk, I've never ever felt so weak as that before.. Lucky for the students, they help me alot. Running nose and coughing were jus enuf to make my body tire. Brother noticed and kinda scolded me for having to come to werk and told me to go hm ard 11 and see a doctor.. Good enuf, I got 2 days MC and had ample day to rest.

As for now, feeling abit better, but the sickness is still dere.. PLS GO AWAY SOON!

Pay day!

2009-04-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Pay day today!

Earlier tis week, we planned of going to Karaoke-ing and have dinner at Seoul garden since pay cuming any time soon.. So yah, we did today! Work half day, mit up wif the rest, and off to shopping! Off to Far east, bought t-shirt, was eyeing on it man! There, mit up wif Ariff & GF, and kak rahini.. Walk2 for awhile, and went to cash studio!

Hanis wanted to go for the anugerah audition nxt week and we tod maybe we could also join in the fun singing.. Oh my,I tell you, her voice is superb la! Do ur best k in the audition! After singing, we all were so famished, esp me! Didnt had any lunch at all til we reached seoul garden at abt wad, 5+?? Ish, had a terrible headache sey. Thks mira, for sharing ur curry puff wif me! I tink I hypo ledie.. Down there, I stuffed mysev in alot2 sey. Finishing up wif marshmallow dip in choc and hot milo! I loike!

Bakal anugerah!

Dangdut you!

We all planned to end our day there.. Mira & I wanted to go cp, to buy a dress, but last min chages, I had to accompany kak rahini buy flip flpos like mine.. Sori ae mira, make sure if u see mine, stuff in way below so ppl wont take it k?! Hehe.. We then separate ways at douby gaut. Kak rahini & I did some shopping abit.. Hee. We bought mascaras and lipstick for my mum.. Then we headed back home. Met ayg, so nice to see him.. Hmm. =)

Happy 47 MONTHSARY ayg!

30 more days til our 4th year, will be looking forward to it..

MMMUUACKKKSS!

Thank you,dear

2009-04-18T22:03:00.000-07:00

Out wif ayg today str after werk.. Met him at adm, and head down to cp to catch a movie. Seriously, I didnt expect of watching 17 again as he kip insisting of watching Fast & Furious 4.. And I noe he jus want things to go on smoothly.. Got the tickets, den go mamam-ing at Banquet, so hungry! Didnt ate the whole morn. After lunch, went window shopping til the movie starts.. Zac is jus soo hot & cool! Seriously, not literally of cos. =)

After the show, got hungry again, and went bazaar, bought some foods.. Then again, ayg insisted he paid for the food. Then he ajak chilling at adm park.. And never once he wanted to ajak me go dere. Ape angin ae u? Did sumting wrg izit?? Hehe! :p

Today was the sweetest day that has happen since the last time we met.. Thanks dear, u reali put a smile on my face.

Superbly beau-tiful!

You are missed

2009-04-16T21:00:00.000-07:00

Im missing him so everly much rite now..

Its been days since we last met and jus cant wait for tomorrow til we finali mit.. Eventho he's only going to fetch me frm werk, but jus seeing him dere rite infront of me, beats eviting. & yah, abt the recent fite, we resolve it. True, im real hard to please, and even wen me met, I gaf the cold shoulder.. Toopid enuf, he went throwing dead cockcroach on me!! Menjerit la! Eviting was fine after, til I realised he went to one corner and jus kept quiet, kinda pity him.. These few days, been tired the whole time, & probably been neglecting him. He deserves my attention now. Tis saturday k?! We go out.. =)

Today's work was ok, SO OK! Oni been in ward for 4 hours & I reali hope nating bad happens to me, so true enuf! ITE students were dere on attachment, and today was their 2nd day. They so blurr2.. Hehe, like me wen I was 1st year too! So made friends with them, and dere's this 1 student, who is so familiar, and yah la, he lives nxt blk..Haha!

Seriously, I reali cant wait for my day off!!

Time wait for no one

2009-04-15T19:05:00.000-07:00

I pray for the better

Since I haf started werking, havent reali had a good rest or even had time for myself.. Miss my comp soo much!

Been in & out of ward a few times.. Had some good times and the bad times. Some great staffs and some just hmm... Maybe I reali nid to get use to being in that department and get comfortable wif the ppl. I rmbr werking frm 8-5, nearly miss my break due to sumting.. && I got caught in btwn teams and was reprimanded by the other team that I shld haf help out wif her feeding and as to which is more important, doing changing on my team or doing her feeding on her team. Ish.. Maybe I did 1 small mistakes and she tod maybe I could awaes help her. I jus wanted to be nice, helping her out for awhile as my side was ok,and after helping her, I str had to do my side, and it was a non-stop thing..

I jus hope she doesnt see me as someone I couldnt rely on.. Multi task? Yes, I can but things jus wont happen for how ppl wants it.

Remove me frm tis feeling

2009-04-11T18:45:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish, you could see the reason why..

The reasons that till now, you wont still try.

We fall, we made mistakes, we learn frm it.

But you see it as a challenge from me..

Outer & inner makes it a whole.

Seeing it just frm the outer, isnt as told..

You tink im being too ridiculous,

You tink im being too much of an attention seeker,

When I oni nid that few moments and I didnt,I get angry,

& you said that "You tink I shld be dere for u 24hrs? No rite"

Why? Why those words...

Even worst, you said im going to be 19 soon, and shld be tinking..

Does age could be the cause im tis way?

Does everybody age have to be the cause as to why they are like wad dey are?

Does loving each other haf to be of the age they haf to be?

At times ur words hurts more when you dun reali think of wad you said..

Unknowingly, I haf been given too much of a humiliation by you..

Sometimes I rather dun bother abt you.

But weirdly I cant..

So much I feel the hatred for you sometimes, the need to haf you by my side is the reali main thing I want.

2009-04-06T22:00:00.000-07:00

Today's the 1st start of work.. So nervous & happy at the same time. Lucky for Hanis,got the ward that we all like.. We had been posted there twice during our attachment, and quite close to the staffs. Once orientation is over, eveitng is new,making new frens again.. Hope goes well for me.! =)

Happy Birthday to Bro in law!

Wait for my 1st pay den I gif u ur present k! ;)

I noe its been years, but no $$ la! :p

Kazen wed

2009-04-05T21:35:00.000-07:00

Fri went in jb, overniting dere as the nxt day, my kazen is getting married.. Reali,its so fast. She's the second to get married after my sis. She's still young tho.. If im not wrg, her 2nd sis will get married probably in a yr or two. WoW!

So woke up early and went off to the akad nikah ceremony.. Weirdly, I was feeling excited wen the husband to be had to say that 1 full phrase in 1 breath. So the suspense! Hehe! Gosh, she was so beautiful wif the make up on.. Not too thick, jus nice. Been there the whole day till the jemputan finishes.. So dead beat!

Return home to take a short nap, den off to S'pore.. I miss my bed!!! Oni a DAY to rest before I officially START WORK!!

My aunties(There r others not in pic) The cute kazens! My newborn kazen Last but not least!

CONGRATULATIONS Kak Nurul!

Hanging out

2009-04-02T21:46:00.000-07:00

Had a great time wif my attachment frens y'day! =) So the kecohs! We went frm orchard, to stop by and eat at Lido and walked all the way to douby gaut til Marina Sq.. Exercise btol! Pity the guys who were sweating away. Hee.. Chill dere for awhile then headed off to camwhor-ing time! Thks maybelline for the places we went. Seriously, some of the places was so my 1st time! Haha..

The clown!

Awwwwww.....

Time chked,was already 9+ pm and we all headed home. Met ayg at adm and he send me back.. And dumb2 him,been trying to fool me the whole day, YEAH RITE!

P.S: My sis is having TWINS!!!!!!!

Hair rebonded!

2009-03-28T18:30:00.000-07:00

Yes, haf rebonded my hair! =) It was a last minute thing, 1st cos I dun haf that much $$, 2nd I realised that im starting to work soon, and I dowan to get messy and kip having bad hair days.. So yeah, dats all the reason I haf. Thks to my sis, I got sponsored abit.. Cayg you!

Met my sis in the morn, and grab a bite at KFC.. At the same time my parents were somewhr dere too, eating wif my uncle(currently staying for a few days before heading back to M'sia). He's some kind of an escort to this Tenku sumting.. Then later on they joined us for another second round of meal. Boncit jgk my dad! Haha! Was chatting and joke ard, and I realised something, my dad looks exactly like the KFC man! Reali2! So alike man.. Hehe! After that my sis & me had to go off 1st, cos she still nids to run some errands, so off to the salon! Hour later, my hair is done, so the liking it, and went to SS and went back home!

Same or what?!

Such a hot day!

You guys are loved!

2009-03-26T22:06:00.000-07:00

Out wif the duos today! So much miss u guys man! Mit 2+ pm and went cwp to mos burger.. Not to eat dere of cos! But mit up wif Fazli's mentor, to tok abt the bisnes he's into. Hope we succeed in our respectives MLM yah!

After the tok, we got soo hungry, went to BK.. Planned was to pack and eat at adm park cos wanted to take pics but then this two, mulot masin, so hujan! Wen decided wat to eat,wanted to use coupons, but dumb2 me,the coupons were already expired! oh bummer.. After our late lunch, went window shopped and after the rain stops, I was damn happy! Cos nk camwhore!! Hehe! It was still drizzling though. Reached the park, chill for awhile cos we were feeling abit hot. And poor shila,got bitten by mosquitoes! How many bites ae?? More than 6 rite?! Then off to pic taking, till we reached to highest hill! I thk you guys for today!! Love yah!

The solos

That's a rap!

Gosh, the republic poly was damn big! Went in, cos wanted to find a toilet.. && I saw Michelle Chia! She's gorgeous! && she smiled at us. Wonder wads she's doing dere.. Hmm. Then planned to mit ayg under his blk, n thk you shila for tompang-ning me in the cab! Muackks!

Mit up wif him, chill for awhile and he sent me home.. Otw home, was taking this stairs den we face to face wif tis medium sized dog! Reali scared the hell out of me! Then tis another part was cute, we were walking den this cat frm bhind,dash infront of us.. Not once but thrice! Haha! But later, it reali gives me the jeepers,wad the hell is it doing?! Then bof of us ran into the lift.. Hah!

Dats my day today!

Happy Anny..

2009-03-25T17:26:00.000-07:00

Happy 46th Monthsary!

Each time of the day, I think of you who never fails to make a smile out of me..

A lover or a friend,

A big thing or a small,

Im glad im wif you thru it all..

I've been clouded frm my own self, not knowing how big LOVE can be..

So much I wanted to potray, I might think Im abit silly.

The holding of my hands,

The hugs frm you,

The kisses and the smiles too,

Simple words to say, I simply couldnt stop loving you...

My bad that it didnt turn out well for us y'day..

Jus wanna tell you how im such a fool, and im missing you ever rite now...

Out wif MUMU

2009-03-22T15:10:00.000-07:00

Went out wif mumu yesterday!

Its been awhile since we last met and I was excited that we finali got to mit!

So, met up wif her at tamp..

We plan of camwhoring, so she ajak us go bedok.

Otw dere, i cant believe i got fooled by her! Rmbr the MAC thing? Omg, silly me..
When reached we start pic taking.

Such a nice place! I feel like going dere for the 2nd time.. Heh!

Did I say the weather was hot? Hell yah!

By 2+ we packed and went to Douby gaut, and it was raining.

Luckily mumu brought umbrella, and we got wet too!

Tk se-tyle! Haha..

Bought tix for Street Fighter then grab a bite at BK and went back in time for the show.
Mumu giler! Jakon, dpt masok grand cathay..

Inside took pics, and start la kite crapping inside. ;)

Kutok2 people!

Hehe!

The show was superb!
After the show, went to chill and got home after dat.

Met ayg otw too..

Lets shoot it!

Mu, shall go out again yah!?
I reali like the times we spent! =)

Back at last!

2009-03-18T23:56:00.000-07:00

Yes! Im finally typing! Gosh, I reali miss it! So many events has happened and I couldnt get to blog, so damn bored.. My comp was sent for a repair, and it feels so new! =) No more seeing jus plain white background, finaly getting to hear songs frm within, can I hug this comp?! Haha! K, alin's going crazy..

K,k 2day went for my medical chk up at ttsh plus collecting my uniform.. Went wif Mira, Dinie & Hanis, and gosh miss you damn lots! Had to mit wif the HR early in the morn and oni stepped out frm the hosp at 4+ sey! The med chk up had to take in the afternoon, bleargh.. The chk up was super slow. Bad news for me, I had high sugar level and had to repeat the urine test.. The doc ask almost eviting corncerning diabetes,gosh..After all complete went Novena sq wif hanis and eat at KFC. Then later, I met wif ayg at yck and hanis went back home. Temaning him go mamam, and no more sweet stuffs for me.. ='( Then 2mrw suppose to take the test and I jus found out I had menses,haiz, had to go another day.

K, abt the previous days, im jus going to briefly tell wad has been happening ard all tis time, IF I could rmbr la ae.

Thurs,12 March
Went out wif boncit boy.. Accompanied him to book prac, den his turn accompanied me to SNB, to take my cert. The day was freaking hot, and we were like rushing here & dere, hate to sweat sey! Den headed down to town, bought tix for My Bloody Valentine 3D.. Booked the later timing cos ayg wanted to go shopping! He bought a couple of stuffs; sandals, BUY 1 GET 1 FREE LA! So i got too, hehe! Den he bought F1 perfume,super nice! Went outside to chill, and off to watch the movie! Nice but hate the suspense! Ish..

Fri,13 March - Sun,15 March

I was in JB, overniting.. My 1st nite I didnt slp well, got a bad flu, and lasted till Sunday. I sneeze too hard caused my body to tire,and ended up having fever the nxt day.. Fell sick on the time Liverpool was playing. Yey for Liverpool! =)

16 March

Good news for the whole family.. MY SIS IS PREGNANT!! Aunty alin soon-to-be!! Haha!

K,end..! =D

Its raining! Its pouring!

2009-02-28T21:35:00.000-08:00

Today went out wif ayg.. So early in the morn! He wanted to do his PDL, since today is a half day. So yeah, as early as abt 7+ we haf woken up.. But nemind, cant complain rite, im out wif him la! =) Met him, and went to ssdc. Aiyo, I tell u, the place there very the bahang! The weather was quite hot too.. Was there for like almost 1 hr, oni then it was his turn. So ok,done dat, we went jln2.. Bought my camera, and wanted today be a day wif pics everywhr.

Wanted to go douby gaut & Henderson wave.. Was so hapi, yelah, he never want to venture far, and yah we havent yet go to Henderson wave, so today was the day. But got hungry, ayg wanted mee grg, then went to harbour front.. Eat, eat and guess wad. It rain very badly! Isk..Isk.. The rain was against us la sey! So jln2 at vivo til the rain stopped. Decided for quite long, and ended up went to douby gaut.. Cos masing2 ezlink nk kiong ledie. There, yah, we took some pics.. =) He was cute today, very the belo! Hehe! Luv yah!

The joy in my life! Hehe!

Since everywhr was raining, it was quite limited for us.. So today, we very good, went home early. Wad time? 7pm.. Cos y? We've been awke since 7+ am, and very the tired. Hee..

Abt sis: Today is her main procedure.. To confirm her pregnancy is 2 wks frm now. I do hope the best for her.. To cut short, I cant wait to be an aunt! ;)

A day wif sis

2009-02-26T21:45:00.000-08:00

Woke up in the morn, got ready and went to KK to fetch my sis.. 2day is the collection of eggs(ovum) for this sat's ivf procedure. Im very happy for her, that she has come this far to make all these things happen, and I really wish her the best! My bro even told us of the dream he had the other day, dat my sis got a baby boy! Insyaallah.. =)

I kinda reach too early, and waited at the waiting room. Gosh, the place was too quiet, I reali feel like i nid to shout! Abt 1330, she came out.. Poor her, nid to walk very slowly. Even like dat, she still craves for food.. Went Delifrance, ate, chit chat and after that, went home on a cab.Temaning her at home til my dad came to fetch me, and at my home watched my dramas! Hee.!

Missing u!

2009-02-21T23:48:00.000-08:00

Yes! Been waiting for tis day to cum.. Ayg haf been werking the whole wk for str 3 wks, and oni entitled wkends off. Mane bleh tahan gini,rindu ler! Met him under his blk, gosh, love the sight of him.. Rmbt makin grow la sey, liking it! He jus look so smart today, jus cldnt stop looking at him. ish, cam aru2 together plak, bummer!

Planned to catch a movie, Pink Panther II.. Nice show, lots of laughter. GO WATCH!

After bought the tickets, go mamam at Ria.. So the craving for sumting soupy, but ended up didnt enjoy dat much. Cos the opp table, the gerl kept looking at ayg, even look at him till he went to the counter! Gerl, u were wif a guy, u noe?!! Oh wadeve.. Then, after mamam, went back to cathay, in time to watch the show.

The show kinda short, and it was like abit early for us to go hm.. So chill at SMU dere. Wanted to take pics,but my hp cant capture good lightings.. Shld haf brought the camera! By 9pm, we went home.. The nyamoks kip bitng, irritating sey!

B'day sis!

2009-02-16T14:45:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday sis!

I used to rmbr the times, we were awaes on each other's head..

It was as if there was a war broke out.

I used to rmbr the times, when I get scolded for being loud, and it wasnt my fault tho..

At the end of every fites, I used to think that probably I was the pain in the neck.

But I feel appreciated when u used to hug me and say 'I've awaes love you, kenet.'

We maybe 10 yrs apart, and probably have lots of differences..

But as I grow, we haf put it aside.

And now, we are the most loudest in the family, RITE?.. Hehe!

I LOVE YOU, KAK!

U made me laugh!

2009-02-13T23:43:00.000-08:00

Had so much fun wif ayg today.. Jus cldnt help laughing plus tearing away, and I got so tired already. Ayg finish frm werking nite today, and its supposed to be his sleeping day but we went out.. So we went out early. Poor ayg, I was reali worried that he'll get drained out but he doesnt mind.. So to me it was ok at 1st.. Went window shopped and got hungry, went to LJS. Ordered clam chowder twice, yg shiok die plak, and it was his 1st try.. Tamak! Bluek!

Went on to shop for ayg's stuff, he jus doesnt seem to noe wad to really buy.. Evitime like dat, u got pay ledie, buy la sumting for ursev. Later we got tired walking, so chill at Taka and cont again frm dere. Now tis is the part, ayg is getting so tired, he was in a daze.. And seeing him like dis, make me laugh, seeing him so the slenge! Frm dat onwards, it lasted till nite. Evn in the mrt, we cldnt stop laughing. Oh well, cant blame him, he has been awake for 34hrs! Hell yah! Kesian die.. We shldnt haf gone out, but today was the oni day as the other following days, im abit tight.

Thank you ayg! Sleep like a log k?! MMUUACCKKS!!

Graduation '09

2009-02-11T22:35:00.000-08:00

Graduated.. Yey!

I cant believe my sch days are already over. Love the sch life, eviting chges for me when I stepped into this sch, and haf the most memorable moments in here.. So much I want to be jus a student oni, I tink its already time for me to take the big step, werking life?? Oh man! Haha..

Woke up early and got in time for the graduation. Rushing for time, but distracted every sec.. Miting wif frens, so much to tok abt, its awaes like dat. Hehe.. Met up wif shila, and had a quick breakfast. Poor shila, her mum didnt cum so my mum adopted her for the day.. Haha! After breakfast, went to register, and was seated soon after. The ceremony was ok, but later on, it tires my eyes out as each graduands got up on stage.. Ours was the last course to go, and u can imagine how long it is. Not jus dat, I was the 2nd last! Ish.. Once over, I didnt get to mit my mum str, so shila & I went to collect our cert and stuffs. My gastric was acting up again, and finally got to join my mum later on wif fazli & his mum.. Poor mums, they had to wait long. Sowie!

My mum and I wanted to take a photo shot, den joined later by fazli & mum and last all wif my frens plus the mums(that 1, will get by sabri soon).. Kecohs la kite! The mums ROCK! It took quite some time for the fotos to develop, soo looong! So bored, we kill time and the wackos post some crazy pics! Then, got the fotos, and all of us went down to mamam.. Chill for awhile, time chked it was already 3pm and us wif the mums had to go back. Sori shila & ain, had to leave you guys.. Mit up soon okay?! Got on the cab, and finali I can doze off.........

Me&mumThe mums

Reali miss yah!

The wackos

End

Long day

2009-02-09T23:43:00.000-08:00

Went out wif frens today.. It was such a long day, but I like it! Miss crapping wif them.. Right Fazli? ;) Planned to mit at 3.30pm but took off earlier cos fazli was already outside.. Met him and went to eat at banquet,cwp and saw a few of my schmates. 1st saw pei shi, then rusyi, saw wani and sape agi ae? k, i forgot the name.. Heh.. Shila, we planned to mit later at bugis str, as she pick fyan up at sch.. After mkn, str to bugis. And fazli introduced me to this shop, sells cream puff, cute & delicios! Yum2.. Nicer than donuts! Reali2!

While waiting for shila, went strolling, window shopped and fazli bought some clothes.. Mentang2 da gaji, shopping btol! Shila reached, den went to this g2000 sales and fazli bought smart shirt. All of us wanted to buy clothes or pants for the graduation but ended up not buying, $$ prob.. Mahal btol! So went to bugis street, still didnt find any.. Even when ayg ask me to find for him long sleeve tshirt, its so hard! Ish.

So tired of searching, became so hungry, so went to eat at this hawker stall behind bugis junct and I finish my plate.. Yey! =) I was running for time cos tod of miting yan, den fazli ask him to mit us at bugis. I tod he wldnt agree cos like jauh kn, and he's frm home.. But nk plak die. Tenkiu..! He reached quite fast, and play hide and seek wif him for awhile, hehe.. His hair da grow la sey. Da bleh style ae ayg, spike somemore.. I loike! We didnt went home str la, ayg jus came.. So went to orchard for awhile and I wanted so much to buy long sleeve tshirt too, bought 2 at Cotton on. Fazli tok abt it, and I noe he wants to go dere, so we went.. So fazli, u not the oni 1 shopping tau! Hehe! Then frm dere, we went back home. Dragged my feet, so painful ledie........

Me, Rusyi & Fazli
Chewy junior cream puff

Oni these pics of the day.. Oh man!

Take me away, to better days

2009-02-07T15:16:00.000-08:00

Are the grasses greener on the other side...?

I reali couldnt figure out the faults we have in each other.. I hated myself, hating you.. I hated myself, hating the situation we are in. So much I feel that this is my fault, I could have wish that you can see right thru me.. We lack something, I noe.. We arent trying to move on, are we?

You are careful wif wad you say, I thank you.. But I jus dun understand why we couldnt have the very same conversation we always had. The laughter, the jokes, the craziness, I've yearn so much... Each days passes by wif each conversation been always tied.

I noe I caused all this uncomfortable btwn us.. I noe I caused the first cold conversation, but I oni wanted you to know how I felt. The more we continue, the more I feel that we havent been strong for each other.. You cldnt stand by me knowing that I did tis to you.

Perhaps tis is how things will go for us........

Boredness, killing me!

2009-02-06T22:40:00.000-08:00

Its reali killing me! Im bored, and im rotting here at home.. Haish. One side wants to go out, the other wants to stay at home for all the dramas I've been watching. Omg! But luckily Fazli cums to save the day.. Chatted for awhile and plan of miting up tis mon wif the others! Miss you guys and fazli I've soo many things to tell. Ain pls turn up tis time! And shila we do some shoopppping aye!!!! =)

Still standing strong?

2009-02-02T15:30:00.000-08:00

Countless reasons I made to u, to prove a point..

But u hit me back wif countless reasons that we can still stand strong.

True, you kip me going even when i kip falling down..

True enuf, I made myself strong every after fall.

But shld I even dragged you down?

Not at all..

I've never known how much impact i've done to make ur life change so much.

When you said I've teach you how to smile, Im so everly touch..

I dowan to be away frm you, but I tink its better we do.

I trust you, I believe in you, I noe you can..

But once I take a turn in life, could you still say the same when you promised me there & then?

The Last

2009-01-31T23:55:00.000-08:00

Had no idea whr to go and wanted so much to be away frm busy streets.. Im having the menses and reali jus want a place to relax. U noe, peace? So ayg & I planned going way outdoors, went to ecp and do some bike riding & pinicking.. Rent the bike til 7pm and went to look for a good spot, and gosh I love the sea view, and there's this tree made eviting looks so rite at place.. So set eviting up and jus chill for awhile. I was soo hungry, I didnt had my breakfast and my breakfast is awaes heavy u noe, then as we settled, I was so glad!! Ate to my tummy's content! Bought a magazine earlier and I was reading the problem section, tis gerl was stress that she ate too much! Couldnt control it and awaes haf snacks in btwn but she wasnt fat, like me! Hmm.. Ok den, im jus happy the way I am. Hee..

At abt 4+, we packed up and tod of doing some pics taking, but the batt was dead. Toopid! Hurriedly bought the batts, cos ayg wanted so much to ride already.. Went to the same spot as we did just now, and took some shots. While I did some shots, ayg jus cldnt be apart frm the bike. Silly him! Done wif dat, we ride all the way to bedok jetty, it was great rite dear.. But PLS stop playing wif the gear and all dat, it scares the hell out of me! If I fell dat time, u so gonna get it frm me! Haha. We stopped at tis place, like a garden or somehow and looked at the view frm the top, so very much in lurve!! We were so engrossed, didnt track of time and we were almost late to return the bicycle.. Heh!

Reached back, and bof went to ans nature's kol ;) URGENTLY! And yet again, I was hungry, I wanted so much of a heavy meal, and we stroll aimlessly to find a hawker centre and finali we did! After dinner, we headed home and we slept thru our journey.. So sleepy head!

Cldnt get away wif the bike izit??

Nature has it

Ayg, during our outing today, I feel so much of the love. Each time I see u smile, and laugh thru out the day, I noe im going to miss it for the world.. But I cldnt let u suffer wif me even tho we luv each other so much. When I broke to u abt wad I had to say, it was the 1st ever time I hug u til I dun feel like letting u go away..

Love you guys!

2009-01-27T22:23:00.000-08:00

Y'day went out wif frens and ayg.. Been planning it for weeks and finally the day has come. Was supposed to be just an outing, and later on, mira planned of celebrating Dinie's advance b'day along.. It was such a hassle having all the plans jumbled up and some couldnt make it, and were oni down to 6 ppl cuming. Hmm.. Wish u all were dere...

Had mira to kol safra yishun to book the bowling lane earlier, and we all were late for it, so the booking was cancelled! Haha! Janji mlayu la kite nie! But luckily dere were some empty lanes left, and jus pay dere & den.. Had jus 1 game and gosh we were crazy like hell and ppl looking but who cares! Hehe. We had two lanes so we versus each other and the winner was Fazli and Ayg! Feewit! After the game, stopped by to drink and rest while me & mira went to prepare for the surprise.. Earlier had put the cake temporary at the stall and we got it ready and msg2 the others to standby and sang Birthday song! Haha, Dinie was stunned. We tod so! ;) The cake aka brownie was baked by Mira's aunt, very niccce!!! And dumb2 ayg and Dinie saje2 nk test mkn the styrofoam flowers.. Haha! You guys. Nating better to do izit??

Lets get it started!

The ball is damn light!

Happy adv Birthday!!!

After bowling, went to Marina barrage.. It was the 1st time for all of us, and ayg wasnt confident. He kept saying, I follow je u all.. Hehe. Y'day weather was incredibly windy, and some ppl played kites and boomerang, it was lovely.. Nxt time we go picnic ok?! When the nite falls in, it was even more beautiful and start all the pics taking! And poor ayg, had to much of pics taking,blurr starting to get into his eyes.. Haha! Everyone was in the best of mood. I'm very happy, we all do. Time chked, it was already 8+, so we head back,not wanting to miss the shuttle bus oso.. Hehe! We ended the day with all smiles! =) Mira, dinie, me & yan dropped at adm so we separated wif fazli & sabri. Ayg was hungry, poor him didnt had any lunch at all and went to his hse to grab a bite and at 10pm he send me home.. Thanks you guys for making tis apen. Thks mira and fazli.. And ayg, u too... Muuaackkks!!

Somehow, those 2 jus lost balance. Hahah!
And here, we end the day! =)

Ayg's POP

2009-01-23T19:23:00.000-08:00

Y'day was ayg's pop and I went wif his mom and his little sister... Also, it was my 1st ever time miting dem so I wasnt reali ready of wads gonna happen.. Hee. Planned to mit them at their hse at abt 1530, so I went out abit earlier and went SS.. I've tod of buying them some things, cant possibly go empty handed rite? Got on the bus, and I was rushing for time. And I kip getting mysev nervous! Haha.. So, reached his hse and his mother welcomed me. And I felt abit better! ;) Saw his sister, and omg she's as tall as me! The last time I saw her, I was taller! I cant believe Im not growing at all.. Haha. And mu! ur turn nxt! Bluek!

Then we set off to his camp and got seated by 4+.. Bearing wif the heat, and it'll oni starts at 1715. Oh my.. The whole time I dare not keep quiet, so had some little toks wif them.. The mum was ok and mira, I had to tok to her alot oni den she'll tok wif me. She and I jus getting warm up, and it was good.. =) It was time, the parade was on! Seriously, I didnt noe whr he stood, and all jus looked the same. But oh boy, I like boys wif uniform! Dey are so smart looking! Teehee.. But the parade was shorter than expected but I was happy that his days in camp are finaly over.

We met him after the parade and we were so proud of him.. Later on, we grabbed a bite at the hall. Yan kip complaining that the food wasnt dat nice, but who cares! We were all hungry, esp mira who kips wanting more.. Hehe. After the meal we took pics and went back to his hse....

Yan was some whr in the middle

After the parade

Back at his hse

Wad a day!

2009-01-18T00:59:00.000-08:00

Not much stuff to blabber abt today.. So lets skip the too much detail aite! Woke up early today, do my must routine and set off to a family's fren wedding at amk. Just the four of us on 2 wheels, except my mum who couldnt wake up.. Haha! Had our late lunch and went back home str. Planned to mit yan, so hurriedly had a quick bathe, and do all my siaping.. Grabbing any baju i could find, doesnt matter aniwae, and met him. Gave him the huge hug! Rindu katekn. Hee. 1st ever time i set off to mit him in late afternoon, nvrmind dat. So went to Amk Hub to catch a movie.. Red Cliff, AGAIN. For yan's sake of cos.. While watching, timing was wad im worried abt. Its so late, and still havent ended..

11 sharp, the show ended and hurried back home.. && im safe by all the lectures. Phew! K,dats all for today!!

Family outing

2009-01-11T18:05:00.000-08:00

Y'day was another family outing, but too bad my sis & bro in law couldnt come.. So there were my parents, me, my bro & gf. We went out abt 6+ and only returned at abt 4 tis morn..Way tired now! Our 1st stop was the mosque as my parents wanted to pray 1st..Then rushed to junc 8 to catch a movie!Red Cliff II..

Tis is the file, for FREE!

So much action packed and its based on true stories. As per nornal, someway or another, a person in the show must be some1 I like and its Takeshi! He's the strategist... Happy ending of cos.. Ended abt 10+, den had our late dinner at an Indian shop. Done wif dinner, headed to Prawn Fishing!

Tis Prawn Fishing, the thing is, I dun like to eat the prawns.. Its bigger than any normal prawn and the shells are harder. So catching it for the fun of it! Haha.. My dad & I shared the same rod and my abg shared wif his gf. My mum? Haha, doze off soon after.. Its not a competition or anithing but we caught alot then dem. Haha! Every 5 mins the prawns jus kip cuming. Later then my mum joined in the fun.. We were the noisiest. Ppl ard us kept looking and at the end,dey tried our side, and dey seriously cramping up our place man! Gosh.. Then there was one, I nearly caught the biggest catch and it was loose. Ish.. Lucky prawn! Time chked, it was already 3+ and the person prompted us ledie, so packed our catches and headed home!

Thks mom!

2009-01-07T18:45:00.000-08:00

Y'day was jus another normal day.. Woke up and haf to fight off that damn migraine of mine. Gosh!

Been having it for days man! Had lunch wif parents and told dem dat how irritated I am wif my 'great hp.'

Yeah, reali a mess up.. Its gettin old I tink. It likes to jam up, and for no apparent reasons I wont get msges unless I notice something's wrg and I reset it.

Den before my mum went to take a nap, had a quick tok and she ask me how much does a hp cost w/o contract?

Explained to her, and I got a feeling dat we r going somewhr..

Got it rite, and she said we'll be going to browse thru hp probably at nite. Got a smile cuming up frm me! Haha..

Went cp, went in & out of shop, frm starhub, to Singnet, to Nokia care. Showed her my dream hp, but unfortunately was too X!! So its not reali worth it..

So yeah! Bought hp dere & den.. =) Thks mum!

And sis, I hold to my word, I didnt trade in ur hp! Hee..

From this..

To this..

N78!

Friends are pure worth it

2009-01-05T23:54:00.000-08:00

School has started, but aint for us! ok2, crap.. Haha..
Going back down to memory lane and jus appreciating how beautiful life is sometimes.. We may cry, laugh, hate, almost all the emotions have been shown aywhr,everywhr... Hah, remembering the times of my freshman year of ite.. Stepped into the world of unknwn.. Alone, scared, nervous... Kip thingking of having to start a new life, new friendship again & again.... Halfway thru, made new frens around.. Im glad I've made wif frens who made my life pure worth it.. Shila, Amira, Ain, Fazli, and others who has a part of it too.. Esp u b!(Shila) Haha..U chged my life,serious! Baically we all gif the best of frenship..We grow 2gether along the way! 2 years down the road, it isnt jus frenship kiping us together, its the connection that we haf, that make us continue who we r to each of us.. Hope tis stays as it is

Cheers u guys!

Last but not least

*Nxt stop, a get together.. Mit u darls soon!

Triple Happiness

2009-01-03T23:45:00.000-08:00

Got a kol frm ttsh y'day and I got accepted!!

Start working on April onwards..

Long holidae la sey!

Went out wif ayg and got to watch Yes Man.. Oh yeeah! =)

After the show, went vivo and got lost in it. Haha!

Told him of tis shop dat I passed by after my batam trip,and I wanted to go dere.

Went frm 1 end to another and repeatedly doing it, I still didnt find the shop..

Went basement,went up again.

Go down to the other side of basement and oni to noe Im actuali going to the same path I went jus now..

So near yet so far. Ish..

Definitely he's not going to trust my direction instincts.

Done dat, chill at sky park and play wif water!!

Loving it..

Otw home saw a family of mat salleh

Jus to make ayg noticed, I looked at dat mat salleh.

He looked..and look back again! Haha!

Yan pinched me hard sey! So bad!

*He's jus jeles cos he didnt get 1.. Hah!

..Dats how I spend my day..

A new year ahead!

2009-01-01T17:10:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!

2009 is another year we'll be going thru..

Hope tis year will be happier and lighter for me & bf and everyone ard!! =)

Till y'day we were still not in toking terms..

When I woke up and look at the time, it was already past noon and I noe anitime soon he's booking out.

Still thingking of him, and tod of the days he had to went thru not toking to me..

So, jus another day I tod will be passing and got a msg frm him, begging to mit.

Turn down quite alot of times and jus 1/2 hr later, he msg saying he was downstairs..

Was quite shock but I was kinda touch by it.

I cant possibly ignore rite, so I met him..

Tok things thru, shared tears and all cum down to 1 thing...

We still love each other..

Last year has been quite hectic for bof of us.

It was bad, I noe..

We reali had the worst of the worst, and I do not want anymore of it.

Finally ayg, on the very last day of the year, u finally come to realise, u haf to take chances..

I've awaes wanted dat frm u.

So lets look forward to a better r'hip k ayg??!

To my frens, Happy new year guys!

Shila

Hope wadeve u want, things work out for u!

Mira & Dinie

Stay long aite!

Fazli

Stress free & be happy!

AinMay u success in ur dance, and be in good health!

Mumu

Like me & u, hope things are better and lighter for our life and r'ships! Oh yeah! =)

*Mumu, sorry I 'stole' ur pic'.. Hehe..

2008-12-29T22:31:00.000-08:00

I couldnt explained the situation that is hitting on us..

You couldnt deny the thing that has been going on time & again.

We couldnt predict, we couldnt see how this will suffice..

I jus need time to clear my tods

Wad has happened, is a downfall to me..

And Im sorry dat I haf dragged you in.

That nite was the most stressful moment I've been, and I've let you be the witnessed of it..

I dunno how am i going to talk to you again, or even start the coversation.

But let me off for this moment..

I jus need time to think it thru.

A beautiful day

2008-12-28T22:25:00.000-08:00

Supposedly y'day wasnt planned to go out wif him..

Had a stupid tiff going on and I jus opposed to going out.

Alas, went out oso.. Pity him. Ish..

So, I told him I wld be a spoilt brat for a day.

Miting to my every wish and wants.. He nodded, so I guess dats a yes! Haha!

So catch a movie, bedtime stories and in my heart I wanted so much to watch YES MAN..

Jus cldnt get the seat!!

Bought the tix den got a little bit hungry, so went off to marina square and eat at kopitiam.

Da lame tk jejak sane..

I told him I wanted to go orchard to pack some Nasi aym penyet home for my parents, but he jus wldnt bugde.

Kip giving me reasons as to y so called we not to be dere.. Geram je.

And I asked him isnt he supposed to heed to wad I say??

Nmpk nye tebalik plak..

U ah!!!!

So ya, we didnt go. Bleargh...

Went window shopping, stopped by at esplanade and went back to douby gaut..

Still got time, we chill at Istana park, taking pics and play psp.

So long a wait, he was nearing to gettin sleepy and I was gettin to get bored and irritated!

Irritated by the mosquitoes!

To him, his idea was a good 1..

At the same time he's smoking he can kill dem wif the smoke.

Ade2 je tau! Hmm.

Looked at the time, and it was ready to go..

Went to bought snacks and hit the theatre!

Quite nice the show, and I hope I get to watch YES MAN tis time.

Please!

He's reali liking the camera so much! Omg. Haha

Happy anniversary dear!

2008-12-25T23:55:00.000-08:00

Today is our 43rd monthsary cum christmas!!

Im so happy abt today.. =)

First, I tod ayg book in today, dats wad he said.

So i tod we mite not get to spend alot together..

Met him and he whispers to my ears saying dat he book in sun.

I was like really?! Haha..

Secondly, tis is like one of the few times we get to spend the day on our anniversary.

Serious. Its like each time anni cums, its either on a weekday whr the bof of us is not free or I haf sumthing on wif family on the weekends..

But not today! =D

We didnt had any plans to go out either at first, but we put in on hold for awhile.

Went to cold storage to buy some chocs for my fren's christmas open hse..

Den later, met wif mira, dinie and zubai outside boots & shoes and off to yishun to mit ariff, fazura and bf.

Reached maybelline's hse abt 3 and jus settled down before had a sumptuous meal.. Yum2!

Had two servings u noe.

Everybody tahu je ae!

Haha..

Chatted for awhile and abt 4+ we had to leave.

Parted wif Fazura & bf while zubai headed home..

The rest of us plan to catch a movie at the cathay, and left wif ariff to go diane's open hse at hougang.

Went together and parted wif him at douby gaut..

Mira & dinie plan to watch The spirit while me & ayg wanted to watch yes man.

But most of the movies were selling fast and endep up watching pride & glory..

Seriously, I dun und the show man!

Oni the last part den I was like ok, now i noe.

Ayg even said tis is the 1st time he ever watched a movie so complicated.. Hee.

Show ended abt 0920pm..

Mira & dinie went to haf their dinner, so ayg & I headed home.

Back at my blk, u made me touch ayg.

I noe that was reali frm the bottom of ur heart..

I yearn for u to say dat , and tis time its reali frm ur own lips.

I love you, dear..

Happy 43rd monthsary!!!

Ayg was gettin into the mood

Called in for interview

2008-12-24T21:41:00.000-08:00

Got a kol on sat to go for an interview, it was frm ttsh..

Kip counting the days to the interview, and Im so not up to it.

Heard frm the others, theory was asked and I noe very well im not good on dat.. Bleargh.

So on tues was the day, went wif ain as she was kol oso..

Too nervous I didnt had much of a mood, to concern abt it sey.

Met wif clerk, given all the particulars and results and one by one was kol..

Ain was 1st, she was asked quite a simple ques but unlucky me I didnt get. Awaes tau! Hee..

By the time my ended, I saw alot of the others arrived for their turn.

Gosh, I reali hope we got in!

Me & ain had to go off after.. Poor ain, too hungry ledie. Hehe..

Headed to orchard and ate at Ria.

Sori ae, tis past few times awaes been dere, craving ah!

After lunch cum dinner, decided to end the day..

Too tired and too sleepy and my feet is too painful!

Reached home, had a shower and hit the bed for awhile.

And frm dere im not sure wad time I woke up.. Haha...

..Not much pics, jus me & ain for today..

Pay come on time!

2008-12-21T17:55:00.000-08:00

Met ayg y'day, and oso the one of the happy day of my life.. =)

Pay has come!!

I had the feeling pay is cuming anyitme soon, so my ayg & I wanted to top up pp each, and wad I saw on the receipt??

My balance has increased! Haha!

Ape agi?? Shopping ah!

Went down to douby gaut to book tickets for twilight and went off to orchard to shop for clothes..

Then I had the feeling of eating at swensens', so blanjaing him dat and left wif a happy stomach. Hee..

Back to douby gaut again and catch the show.

Love it la sey!

So in lurve wif the vampire.. He's cute!

After the show, tmn him do his usual business before going home. Ish..

Bad for ur health u noe!?

Social Nyte

2008-12-19T18:04:00.000-08:00

17 dec 08

Last wed was the social nyte..

The nite whr almost everybody was toking abt.

Everyone was on their best suites & dresses, it was definitely a nite called for..

At abt 1330, met my frens at 168 stand, and on the way to sch for the gathering.

All of us, seriously were damn excited abt it.. Its like its our day. Hehe..

Reached sch in time and met and saw the others.

Met ain, and gaf her the warmest hug..

She was perfoming on that day and I noe tension was getting over her.

I noe u still brooding over it dear, but u did ur best!

I gif u the credit!

Then after there was some skit made by teachers.

Gosh, it was hilarious!

They acted out as students, trying to imitate their behaviours.. Haha!

Alot of things were going around. There was a pageant going on and also dancing.

But, I didnt dance, malu deh!

After all is over, me & frens planned to eat at town and jus lepaking..
So headed to Lucky Plaza and ate at Nasi Aym Penyet.
Mira, I noe that will be ur 1st & the last time rite?? Hehe..
Done wif dinner, some decided to end their day, so we separate ways.
The rest of us went to esplanade,settling down and took some pics..
Will gif u guys the pic wen im free aite!!

Mafias' aner je dorg

Ariff & me

Otw to Lucky Plaza, getting a whole lot crazy

Tis is seriously camera's fault, and Zubai! U kip moving gerl!

Waiting in the Q

Jempot mkn!

Love the christmas melodies

Took the last shots before going home

Batam 's trip is the best!

2008-12-16T23:54:00.000-08:00

Been on this trip for 3 days and I cant get enuf of it!

Or shld I say jus the shopping part??

Its quite hilarious and confusing esp wen u handle money matters.

True2..

Shopped for almost everything frm head to toe, and bought things for dearest ayg too.

Sori my frens,didnt get to buy you guys anithing.. Time constraining. Hee..

Imagine 100 000 Rupiah dere, u can get abt $13++ here.

Its damn cheap!

Usually I bought lorea'l foundation for abt $30+, and I bought there for oni $14.. Hah!

Went to their famous restaurant, catch live seafoods and ate wad u catch, loved it!

Didnt manage to sight seeing, cos most of the time we were tired.

Didnt had any shots taken oso cos silly me,didnt bring the camera along. Ish..

The place is quite ok, and seriously I dun mind another trip and tis time wif frens.

Rmbr shila? We ever plan rite?? Haha..

Back home by ferry, quite windy, and saw Marina site frm far.

Didnt see much as by then its quite dark ledie..

Reach Harbour front abt 9+ and str away back to home!

Tired ledie, and tomorrow is the social nyte!

Omg,havent prepare that much..

Holidae season is on!

2008-12-12T23:31:00.000-08:00

Holidae is on! Yeah!

Been waiting for this moment, and its jus apen to be like now.. =)

Work afternoon today, and I can bet some things are bound to happen.

Patient passed on, bz here and dere,complications here and dere.. Its jus so common..

Met ayg after werk, and I reali put up a big smile.

Miss him lots, cos we had a fite the other time..

And Im guessing he pick me up at hosp cos he wanted points! Hehe.

But wadeve it is,reali swit of him..

Tomorrow is the oni day dat i get to mit him, den im off to batam for 2days.

Gonna miss you,dear..

Dun miss me too much tau ayg! Hehe.

After back frm batam, days ahead gonna be quite tight..

Counting the days to social nite! =) And to surgery to remove my wisdom tooth. Haiz..

Wish me the best, ppl!

A treat to Pizza Hut!

2008-12-11T23:14:00.000-08:00

Been tired the whole day but wif a happy stomach! Haha..

4 days str of morn shifts tiring me out ledie, and finali 2mrw im afternoon.

Today's shift is 8-4 as the whole cohort went back to campus for the last briefing..

Reali miss the others, esp fazli and shila.

It was a short miting tho,so cant be helped.

Cant wait for social nite and tis time we'll reali gather.. ok?!

After briefing, all my attachment frens mit up again and went to Pizza hut along wif teacher.

So much of orders! Imagine 15 of us?! Haha..

Its not my teacher's treat but we all plan to fork out.

Ended up wif 3 digits! Not enuf of $$ and she had to top up abit.. Sori cher.

The sweetest part was dat each of us were given a token by her.. =)

After dinner all went separate ways, left me and zubai going home 2gether.

Took 168, and doze off in the bus..

And Zubai! I forgot my class photos!! Its inside ur bag. Hee..

My cp lecturer

Zubai & Mdm Grace

Kim & Maybelline

Happy Birthday bro!(2)

2008-12-10T21:00:00.000-08:00

On Sun, we had a birthday celebration for my brother..

My mom has been longing for this family gathering for quite some time.

She was so happy! Hehe..

It was just a simple celebration, and for the first time w/o a cake.

So ya, we headed to Eastpoint and ate at Hans River..

Made our way in, my sis & I was the first to 'pound on the foods'. Hehe..

Had lots of choices, so liking it!

I couldnt sit still and kept grabbing for more & more. Nating new la ae.. ;p

After dat had few scoops of ice cream and later settled for a banana, and oni den I put a stop.

Oh my, my stomach bloated already..

But Im noe Im happy,haha.

.Had some shots taken throughout the day, let it do the touring.

My cute daddy

Couples of the day

After the pose, my dad said, 'Perot je spoil.' Haha!

No one to pair wif me, so I grabbed him!

This is my abg's illustration of mat2 skrg pkai slua singkat! Haha!

Seriously, I had no idea wad he was trying to do. Abyit2..
Lastly, my sister wif peep! Nie adek beradik ngn pooh. Tis is just one of dem!

Happy Birthday bro!

2008-12-05T20:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY, ABYIT!

You are irritating, yet sweet..

You can be so pain in the butt, but you are my lovable brother indeed!

Love you, MUACKS!

Finish my nites!

2008-12-04T23:00:00.000-08:00

I finish my nites!

My nite shifts were great! Much more relaxing compared to morn and afternoon shifts.. At first was quite excited and nervous oso as im not known how nite would be. But all in all, time pass by fast for that 10 hours.. Its like by the time u noe it, the morn ppl have come. Haha..

By the 2nd nite, I felt tired already. And I want so much to sleep then.. Callbells kip me dragging my feet all the time, seriously.
Then on my last nite, jus hate it.. Too much of hourly, and its like stressing me out! Luckily Mira was dere to help me wif it.
Thks darl!

Overall nites are the best.. But jus dun scare me wif all those stories ppl encounter. Oh puhlease!

A visit to the dentist

2008-11-30T18:30:00.000-08:00

The thoughts of going to the dentist, reali gives me the jeepers..

That will be the very last thing on my mind, seriously.

Dentist never reali leaves me a good impression..

I had my teeth cleaned when I was in primary, and the doc is just so unfriendly.

And what she did to my teeths were hurtful!

Since then, I never visit any dentist.. Hehe.

But today, I had no choice..

My wisdom tooth is killing me.

It leaves me a very sharp pain since last week till it radiates to my throat..

It was terrible.

Had an appoinment today, and I even had my mom to accompany me inside the room..

The doc said I had 4 wisdom tooths, dat has grown! Omg.

But luckily, he didnt do the extraction 2day, as my gum was swollen..

Will haf another appoinment nxt week.

The doc even wanted to give me 5 days MC.. WOW!

But, I wont take dat mc.

Nxt week onwards I haf 3days of nite shift, and the following days, I haf a very long holidae..

So, I rather do during the holidae, rather than I haf to pay back my werk. NO WAY!

Im so not up to this surgery..

Haiz..

2008-11-29T23:45:00.000-08:00

Lovely day, for lovely b'day boi.. =)

Today, is a special day for him..

Finally he got his presents after a long wait. Hee..

His 1st present was brownies, not instant ok!

But too bad, my sis msged me at the wrong time, and yan jus snatch my hp and read it.

Haiz..

So, brownies wasnt reali a surprise after all.

The other two presents, I told him he'll get it later as im giving him one at a time..

He jus couldnt wait! His eyes were so itchy, kept looking at the paper bag.

Was reali hard u noe.. I had to nag at him.

Reached douby gaut, book tickets for the movie Quarantine and ate at secret recipe..

We tried something new, quite nice, but we preferred swensens'. Nxt time k ayg?

While eating, Mira kol me and got to know she was at PS too..

After meal, gaf him his 2nd present.

He was smiling away, and still wanted his main present..

Met her & dinie after dat and headed to the cathay.

She wanted to catch a movie too, and last min got a kol dat her family wanted to go fishing, so dey had to go off..

Den me & ayg had to go in ledie, and said our goodbyes.

Aft the show, I said to him, I aint gonna watch a show like dat nemor!

Its so heartbreaking and too scary..

I nearly cried! Omg.

After the show, I tod of going to the Henderson Wave, but ayg has 50-50 tods..

Ayg was scared dat we mite noe our way back. So sad..

Reali wanted to go.

Yan cheered me up, went to a nice site

Then at abt 9+, we headed home.

.Here are the pictures of today.

My ayg starts to get nervous upon gettin his present. Hehe!

His main present skate shoes, FALLEN

His presents

Ayg2, I want to eat la!

Den later took some shots!